So...
Hey fuckers :) What happened to me? I was once a xanga'ing' fool.
I do read religiously though.
Welll....this summer...
not so much.
This was the summer of yuck...theres always one of those. As September quickly approaches, all I have to show for it is a burn on my chin and an apartment.
The burn is from running my chin head on into a lightbulb.
The apartment is from hunting through a lot of bullshit to find this over costed mother fucker of an apartment. It is by Subway :) And it is cute. But good lord. They're also remodeling..ie...new floors, new windows, new bathroom, yada yada yada.
So September 1st :)
Summers do never go as planned, hey?
I think the only planned thing I did this summer was go to New Mexico. That was mighty fun, except for Ricky and I being the only English speaking people on our way down there. Crazy fun!
I am not going to school this fall....which is really spectacular. At first I was going to go, until the stupid fucks at MSUM realized a few months too late, that my loan wasnt applied to my acc't, therefore preventing my transcripts from being sent out until 6 days too late . yay.
So THEN, I looked to the bright side and realized its a blessing in disguise, as I am going into management at work, and it would be terribly stressful to do both this fall.
Oh, but then I havent started. As I should have two months ago. They dont know when I will start. And a forty cent raise I was supposed to receive was actually only ten cents, and they dont give a shit. So that means I dont either. I think that this is a cue to maybe look for another job. If they dont hand me a check with thrity more cents onto my pay rate, I will hand them a notice that says FUCK YOU.
I am really truly thrilled to go to school this spring. I would be even more so if I was going this fall. I miss it...I missed it all summer, so I suppose I can miss it another few months.
Before all that though, Ricky and I decided to break up. It was mutual. We pissed off a lot of people doing so...but we're very good. We're still moving in together with my good friend Fuck Face. It really doesnt get more fucked up than that...well, maybe going to NM after we break up to meet his family is slighlty on the same fucked up level, or both living with my parents afterwards... But thats what fucked up people do I suppose. :)
I really havent seen too many of my pachas this summer...like planned. But not too many plans were followed through with, so its just fitting lol Hopefully that changes.
Im kind of hopeful for this fall. I really like the people I will be living with. And I love love love my room. And I will have all kinds of time to save some money again, and work on the house, and rebuild some things that need rebuilding...outside of my house, take a couple trips, do the reading for a class Im taking in spring, and kind of start all over again...as this summer wasnt the best. There were quite a few rough spots in the mix of it all.
I start over quite a bit, do I not? At least I can. It takes some people longer than others to find their groove, I am definitely one of them.
Ricky on the other hand, is going to cosmetology school. He really really wants to do this, and basically has a job lined up for after school, which is awesome...because he will be great in cosmetology. He is still going to take voice lessons, and eventually, acting lessons. He starts in November. He is supposed to be going into management as well, but they fucked him just as much as they fucked me.
Then in Dec...we're going back to NM :) Veddy stoked.
But tis all for now.
Cheers :)
Brittany |